On Edge

I've been on edge this week worse than normal. I started a new job a few weeks ago and the stress has been hellacious. I have to travel more than they indicated during my interview and the classes I teach are twice as big as I was told. Teaching seminars may not sound like a difficult thing to do but for me it is getting that way.

I haven't had time to be hypnotized 1:1 even though I had the offer because the timing just never works out. I'm not complaining because I know it cannot be helped. I decided to start an intensive training program for my mind and made a list of MP3s to listen to and a schedule to follow. I've decided to listen to a relaxation MP3 and a submissive surrender MP3 every day this week and then evaluate my progress before moving on to the next level.

Today I would rate my stress level as an 7 since I am not at work (1-10, one no stress, 10 ready for a heart attack). I'll report my progress for those interested.